Friday, March 10, 2006


Well Carole went back in last Monday
I hope she gets better
that weird girl is still in there and she really bugs me when I see Carole
I do not visit her as much not like last time
I have vowed to my self if she does not get better this time I am gonna leave her

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

some help I hope

Carole is scheduled to go back into the hospital in a week or so
I hope she gets better this time and I hope she does not lie to the doctors this time

Saturday, February 25, 2006


It is 11:30 on a Saturday anita is having a party downstairs
Carole is in bed but not sleeping
I expect there will be a incident shortly as she complained about the noise once already

Thursday, February 23, 2006

things seem to be getting better?

Thing don't seem as tense around here anymore
the doctor is decresing her meds
and the anger is supposed to rear its ugly head but to date nothing yet
I'm getting geared up for the big party on Saturaday
I think I 'm gonna get loaded
talk to ya after the party k

Sunday, February 19, 2006


I going to write a probably a depressed jounal
My wife is bipolar and a mood disorder
this is how I cope
her mood is always angry if it isn't me she is angry at my daugter who only lives here on the week end
I will try to write each day
I got up early thats when things are peace ful cause she is still in bed and the crap hasn't started
At this moment I extremely depressed
I noticed there is not a support group for people such as me so I will write here and hope it helps
I feel my job is being affected cause I am angry all the time because of her
I here her up and around gotta go